
i would have got no support from my family whatsoever, to the point where i’m pretty sure my dad would have kicked me out. i’m seventeen years old, i have no source of income and could have quite possibly have been made homeless. to me, it’s worth the emotional pain i still go through, rather than having to bring up a baby in those conditions.
it doesn’t matter how much i wanted it, i wouldn’t have been able to give it the life it deserved, not yet.